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Voyage through the ancient seas of old, flanked by six.
Encircling the world in beauty and fear.
None know if your are in your ascent or fall.
Unconditionally worshiped by the faiths
Stars are based on you but you are not.

VENUS the enigma, demon, or beauty but in all senses awed.

Right so here we  go a quick update :

  • attend more the 50{aa1fa390bbc9d269570451bc587ff4575656a4de8aa16bce1026e126cd0a00ba} of the dojo lessons   – failed struck by man flu, feels like H has punched me in the eye 🙁 grr!!!
  • either plan story structure or write more of book – not as yet though research is look on the up 🙂
  • clean the poo up in the back garden within 48 hours – Yep  still on track with this as it stops some of the dogs bad habits .
  • dust the CV down and distribute it – Yep, have not sent CV to 4 agencies and to over 30 jobs 🙂  but hope I am not for the chop!!!
  • contact old friends more – well have chased up some cv refereess i think this counts just need to contact him, him and him and we are on to a winner.

 

So far looking good 🙂

I believe I am suffering from the worse meme of them all lethargy, why do I think this well:
  1. Failed Jan challenge.
  2. Commitment to training has been shocking.
  3. Book writing has grounded to a halt.
  4. Arrogant with my Ritual practise.
  5. Self discipline to expand my working knowledge has gone.
5, yes 5 examples off lethargy that I would of in the past kicked into touch, but appear unable to get the
Motor running to get these things done.
Why though, yes work has been busier with a lot more travel eating into my spare time,
Sometimes training seems to be the same, more the combatative / shiv feel, with the pummelling, whether it is arms, hands, necks.
Which has its place in training and I know and understand this but all the time?
Book is research bounded but I have done very little.
As I have been writing this, I think my Budo side is why I am not myself; the lethargy of not being balanced is stopping my motivation to achieve the achievable.
But how do you awake the spirit of Budo?
The Spirit of Budo
Well back in the day when life seemed simple and care free, lots of random bizarre conversations
were had with the squatter, GGN and the Dojo Clan. One of the concepts that came from the old association we where members of was how to read things.